If you give a pig a pancake...

WHAT’S YOUR NAME

is

the fucking mang

i remember when i knew it

every freckle

every pimple

now i have no idea

worse than your would expect

but it’s public

so

all my real thoughts

and not real thoughts

but teenage thoughts

loosing more friends by the second

loose one friend

loose all friends

loose yourself

bye self 

i guess

k 

it’s because 

I’ve never had anyone to rely on

I’ve always been somehow back stabbed

so i treat everyone the same

regardless of feelings 

cause eventually I’d be hated anyway

sorry I’ve changed

I’m emptier now

It’s lonely

and the only way to survive

is to push everyone away

Sorry Everyone

You say you know how I feel and you dont want me feeling worse. You have nofucking clue how hard it is to basiclly get slapped in t

what i went through

when

ONCE A(FUCKING)GAN

i wasn’t good enough

or cool enough

to be in your band

you’ll never know 

what you put me through

i’m fine now

that was then

but don’t say you understand